You have probably all been wondering where I have been this last month. I owe you an explanation and also I need to let you know that shortly my blog will be back up and running again.
Four weeks ago today I learned by accident that Lynnie was leaving me. It came as a colossal shock to me and also that she had been planning it for over three years. Since Thursday we have been moving her things to her new home and she is warm and safe there and today is the first day that I am alone.
We had been together for over twenty years and have brought up three lovely children who we are fiercely proud of. I am completely heartbroken, and emotionally shattered, as I have always loved her and I am sure I always will. I do not feel any bitterness or anger towards Lynnie, just a deep seated despair that I just cannot seem to shrug off.
That's all I am going to say on the matter, but I will add that I am doing my absolute utmost to try and win her back again, as without her I feel I have absolutely no point in life at all.
If there are any quiet points in my blog in the next few months, please have a bit of patience, as today is the first day of the rest of my life and I am desperately trying to cobble it all back together again.